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Many of my friends are admired my job as freelancer because I have many freedom and time to rest, but I admired them have good permanent job because permanent job provide good and stable salary as compared to my job. Hmm.. it is because I’m too freedom before, so I’m so hard to adapt job environment now. Sometimes I’m not lazy go to find job, I’m worry about the change of my life will make me feel uncomfortable and feel want to die. Haiz!

Since many things have been increased due to the petrol prices increased, but our salary has never increased, how to survive after 10-20 years? Nothing can we do, the only thing that we can do is keep finding money in order to increase our income. Honestly, if I have opportunity to move out from Malaysia, I will do that, and I will immigrate to Taiwan if possible. I hate Malaysia government, and I hate Malaysia politic. Say No to Barisan National!!!!

I’m really like lonely night and I love to do my own things in midnight time, this is why I dislike to sleep early although I feel tired after back my basketball court everyday. I have forced myself go to bed early before 2am, unfortunately I can’t sleep and just lay down on my bed for few hours then wake up. It is not easy to change my sleeping time due to my bad habit, I really need to put effort to overcome this problem, otherwise I don’t know how to go to find a new job later on.

Perhaps tomorrow is my new life, I will going to stop smoking immediately, I hope I can do it. I know many of my friends are quite concern about me and advise me to quit from smoke, but there are some of friends look down on me because I quit smoking were unsuccessful many times in the past. I will try not to view past attempts to quit as failures, I want to see them as learning experiences. Keep it up, I can do it!

It is been a long time I didn’t play online game, I’m quite happy to meet my old game friends back after I login to the game that day. I will not going to addicted in any online game anymore, but when I free I will play awhile to idle away the time. Playing game for long period of time can harm our health, this is not what I want. I’m so regretted that I have spent lots of time playing game in the past, I don’t want to become depraved anymore.

I started to love to play Fruit Ninja game lately after I saw my friends having a big fun when they play Fruit Ninja using my iPhone. Actually I bought this game quite long time but I just less play only because Fruit Ninja is not my top favorite iPhone games. I have little not satisfy my current score after score record has been broke by my friend just now. I’m keep playing now because I want to hit the highest score and show them my new score by tomorrow. I love Fruit Ninja! Yoooo~

It is time to change my life now, I will going to quit basketball, and put more effort in earning money after I move out from home very soon. I want go to a new environment to continue my new life after my father scold him and look down on me that day. I want to prove that I still can survive without staying at home. Go Go Go, fighting! I believe I can do it!