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I’m so angry with my friend in that day. The story is like this, he invited me go to play dota, and then the time when we were playing till half an hour, they are two players suddenly leave the game because they scare lose the game, then my friend quickly switched to other team without asking my permission. The reason why he switched because he also scare lose, some more we have 2 friends that we know at there. I was thinking that the one who invite me play the game is him, and the one who leave me alone later on also is him, really wtf!

I and my friends were enjoying play dota yesterday, suddenly one of my friends said he wants to restart pc and go to smoke after we finished a game. After we waited half and hour, we still haven’t see him online, then I sms asking why he didn’t online. he replied me that he is busy and cannot continue play dota anymore. Hmmm.. of course I’m so angry with him, I was thinking that since he cant play anymore, why he don’t inform us early so that we don’t need to waste our time to wait for him. Haiz! He is really not a responsibility guy.

Since I start working in the past 2 days, I really don’t have enough time to do my own thing, even I have no time to play game anymore. Anyway, I will try my best to adjust 1 hour time to play Dota game with my best friends because I’m really enjoy playing Dota with my friends now. Anyway, I hope I can stop playing any game one find day because there is no benefit to play game, some more play game will harm our health if spending too much time.

Initially I was thinking to visit my best friend who stay in Seremban today, unfortunately I’m busy today because I found that I still have lots of things must be completed before I go to bed today. It is been a year time I didn’t go to visit this friend, she kept calling me asking when I will be free to visit her. I’m feel shameful about this and I think I really want to spend a day time go to visit her soon, otherwise she will feel unhappy.

It is time to change my life now, and starting from next Monday, I was no longer doing freelance job, I gonna be an full time employee and my time will not going to be such freedom like now. Due to unstable income for freelance job, I have decided to find full time job with stable income to change my life. Hmm… I want to put some effort in my new career now, and I change stop working although I don’t like this job, otherwise my friends will going to look down on me again.

When I have financial problem in the past few years, my best friend very sympathized with my affliction and he is thinking want to borrow me some money to tide over my difficulty. I appreciate his help although I didn’t accept his money, and finally I decide to apply payday loan so that I can use payday loan money for my emergency use. After that, I promised myself so that I want to work hard to make more money to change my life, I want to live in better life. Although my life has changed good now, but I still cannot satisfy my life now, I want to work more harder from now on.  

It is because of job relocation, the distance of my working place is far from my home now, I have no choice and decided to buy racing motorcycle so that I can go to my office in short time. I hate go to work by car because traffic will be jam during working time, this is why I like to go buy motorcycle. After buying racing motorcycle, I also want to buy HJC IS-Max helmet because wearing HJC IS-Max helmet looks cool when driving racing motorcycle.